The #truth is life isn't as mysterious as some make it out to be. Sometimes we need to feel captured. You wouldn't light a candle if u only heard about the dark
Past decisions were made with information we knew then.
We Evolve.
Forgive yourself.
Yes, the person you are now would have done things differently, but you are the person you are now because of the decisions you made back then.
Anything in a non-resistance state is in a state of high frequency. This means if you let your pain & sadness just be, instead of resisting it, you are still in a state of high-frequency. This is how you heal.