Imagine teaching one kid to sell weed and one to play basketball and they end up in in the same place year’s later in another state and one kills the other one…this shit haunt me everyday
Can't be vulnerable, who I'm gon' talk to when I'm goin' through it?
Am I delusional? Keep tellin' myself that it's all good
All I know is survival and dollars, I come from the hood
Can't be fucked with at nothin' at all, they couldn't if they could
Know the rules in this shit,
You can do this 2 if you hustle like I do
Never cared what niggas did cuz u ain’t fucking w/ my crew
For all them nights & I hustled cuz I knew Any day I could blow up
& them prices gotta go up
Last nigga sleep,first nigga woke
Cuz the first nigga sleep be the first nigga broke
Homie told me stay out the streets , I was sucked in
Middle of that war I front lined when they was tucked in
Ain’t nothing like u niggas was raised a lil different
Realist nigga in this , hope that ain’t my downfall
You had taught me how to fight
& went and Got shot,
thought bout that shit every night & went & got a Glock
Scared to show up at your grave 'cause I might try dig you out
Like you know I did this shit for you
Never heard you say it back, still be like, "I miss you”
Told Brodie change his ways, just hoping he don’t see jail
To Live another day, from my past
just hoping I don’t see hell
Ain’t no telling what I’d do for my family, just know I mean well …