Id like to say a special 'fuck you' to my ex who is currently trying to frame my bad mental health and get me banned from multiple servers. You know who you are. I don't care anymore, I wish I never met you. You ruined me.
When you lose or die in-game, the first thing that you say is:
"I didn't get healing."
"The DPS wasn't doing anything."
"My team was bad."
The first thing that needs to come out of your mouth after every loss is:
"Why did I die?"
"Why did I lose?"
"What could have I done better?"
It's almost as if this universally extends to real-life amongst successful and competent people.
Going to stay off streaming the Support No Damage to GM for a bit. Not feeling the best and I just need a big mental reset. Will be back soon with the streams, though.