Tyrvana

Equan Existential Naturalist
- A silent kiss of destruction

Just because you see that you could've done more doesn't mean you didn't do your best at that time.

[Tyrvana @Tyrvana]

Probably the biggest mistake in my 28 years of life was to never try depression meds cause i thought i shouldn't need to take them. That i shouldn't have to go on meds for the rest of my life, that if i just get therapy i can live normally.. be normal... but the world isn't fair and i was lied to and declined therapy for years, something i have a right to in my country.

There is nothing more than i regret in my life than not trying them before, something i should've done 7 years ago, something I NEEDED back then. Something that would've changed my life forever and let me pursue my dream, something i might now never be able to do anymore.

Just 20mg of Fluoextine reduced my severe anxiety, trauma and depression to the point where i could actually play LoL without my depression severe. So severe that i couldn't do anything for 4-12 weeks after playing for 1-2 weeks of soloQ, always quitting right before plat or in diamond once or twice a year.

In just 3 past weeks, 1 day after starting the medicine i managed to grind from Plat 1 (emmerald2 mmr) to master with 59% win-rate(135 games), a mere 888LP gain in 21 total days (i didn't play every day).
I always had this perception that i was always bad and as the days grew the worse i became and the more problems i was having.
But now after grinding almost 900LP in less than a month and having peaked only d4 earlier this year, and d2 4 months ago before my depression & anxiety getting so severe that i had to quit for 3 months from doing anything at all.
I can finally proudly say that i am Master and bad at this video game but everyone else is worse.

Everything thanks to getting medicine for my severe depression I've had almost my entire life.

So for you out there who have severe anxiety, don't find anything fun, don't have the capacity or energy to do anything with depression.
Please don't hesitate to get medicine for it, while the side-effects can last for a few months and can be hard, IT IS WORTH IT!

[Tyrvana @Tyrvana]

@aspiring_deer I'll pass, thanks.

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@tanpukunokami Death penalty.

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@SexualDisparity Because its trained sexualization and no women do sexualize men like that so ur wrong.

[Tyrvana @Tyrvana]

Because its trained.

[WomenAreNotIntoMen @SexualDisparity]

Notice how the women is wearing more armor than the man but the man isn’t considered sexualized

This is because people don’t see eroticisms when they see the male body but they do when they see the female body

[Tyrvana @Tyrvana]

@heyReze Number 2 please

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@dictator_jii I realized this at 10

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@mythziv That's cause its for sexual attraction.

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@Pulcys Shes there for the money.

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@TiffanyxFong I heard being feminine is the new tactic for men so whats ur point.

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@Kaisaswife Why did u leak me

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@rapistprincess Pretty sure its the 2-3's that think they deserve the 7-8's+.

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@mariotomich at least 3.5 5 times a week

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@Shitpost_2048 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA THIS WAS ME

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@saeioura Then marry a girl and tell us how that goes.

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@nbaDevii Was a good watch then i became asexual.

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@qwqpony If only avg woman today was as honest as you <3

[Tyrvana @Tyrvana]

Stop lying, it hurts more than lying do as its so fucking obvious.

[Ambar @Ambar_SIFF_MRA]

Women's preferences are preferences but men's preferences are called body-shaming. Ultimate hypocrisy.

[Tyrvana @Tyrvana]

@Durpmen @Pirat_Nation Because of AI the prices skyrocketed and he wouldn't even get a 2tb for that price of those specs today. So he should be getting back equal market value.

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@Kaisaswife No dont i dont wanna end up on the jew list.