The girl was just there, she was passing her internship hours/nights anyway. If it's my friend or him. Why would she care about me? He chose her. What excuse he used to give me that, I was just studying with her, just drinking tea with her, what a big deal.
#part7#UFO
I know what he was thinking, that I should go to him first. This was his way. But why should I, it's not about the girl, it's about him!! He was the one who ignored me, he was the one who was ok with me being alone those fuckn nights, didn't came to him even after knowing
#part6
Today I was listening π§ a song he suggested me.
I miss him
I want to fight with him, shout at him.
How dare he not look at me those days. How he spent those internship nights,those hours knowing I was in pain, alone, crying. He didn't talk to me even the other day
#part5#UFO
So many things I have, like he used to sit and drink tea with her. He didn't care where I was or he could come to me and sit with me. Ik this can look like I'm overacting. But this was when I'd already fought with him so many times on this topic. I felt so alone.
#Part4#UFO
So, those internship days, I was literally alone, Especially at night. The whole 12 hours, after 12-1 am,when no patient, I could listen to both of them talking to each other one day, the other day they were out at night for tea at 3-4 am and ignored me every time.
#UFO#Part3
Confession:
Maybe I would never say out loud in reality -I touch my hair and pull them and break them
So now my front side of hair on my head and back side of hair on head are very small as i break them by pulling them .
Idk why I do, but it's addicting & can't help it
#UFO#Real
Get a good brain, which is not bound only with imagination.
Wing of imagination are necessary but to fly, rest you have to work, to keep on moving.
#UFO#imagination
He was not with me, we were four. Me my friend he and one random girl.
So everytime the girl was staying with him. Maybe he was the only boy ofc opposite attracts. Not blaming her, ofc she has to somehow spend whole night.
They three used to stay together.
#PART2#UFO#feelings
during that emergency internship, those 15 days were worst. I don't want to even imagine.
I was happy that I am doing that internship with him. Because since we started I wanted to work with him . And we already gotten into a fight because of this.
#part1#UFO#feelings
I miss those moments spend with him, tho I knew he was not right, he never values me. I gave rent for the rides , I buyed food..all this most of the times.
This didn't break my heart but not being by my side during intership specially during night duties.
#UFO#story#feelings
I am here to express my feelings. What's on my mind. Can't share with people. So making a random page no one will ever know me. What I did wrong and what is so embarrassing about me. πΈπ½
#ufosays#twitter#dailystories#life