𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 .

— hand in unlovable hand .

#tlwrp .

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

— I GET MEAN WHEN I'M NERVOUS LIKE A BAD DOG ! I GET MEAN WHEN I'M NERVOUS LIKE A BAD DOG !

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

my chest hurts .

[۟ @godsfell]

I CAN’T FEEL THE WAY I DID BEFORE.

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

all the time in the world ? It feels silly to say but , in these stretches of pavement and infinite deaths as the graveyard , he supposes it is true .

" what would you possibly want ? to go to space or somethin ' ? "

[𖤓˚࿔ @soIucens]

⠀
⠀' ... we could . '

⠀she can hear the subtle shift in his tone ,
⠀wants to ease those thoughts if even just a
⠀little . it wasn't like they didn't plague her too .

⠀' you and me . we got all the time in the world
⠀to think of somethin' , long as we keep movin' . '
⠀

[ꨄ @lostaffections]

thank you for being the victim of my shallow emotions.

[۟ @godsfell]

you scream, “don’t look,” you scream, “don’t touch!” / what have they done?

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

there should be simpler answers — something that doesn't taste like poison in his mouth .

however , his body can't rationalize the thought of being dead : not like this , not quickly and meanly , and cruelly without someone to care .

" a lot of us haven't . "

[𖤓˚࿔ @soIucens]

⠀
⠀[ his answer seems to relax her a bit , and as
⠀it comes time for her to answer in return , she
⠀chews on her lower lip , glancing downward . ]

⠀i dunno .
⠀guess i haven't really thought about it .

⠀[ quiet tone . she doesn't expect to win either . ]
⠀

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

( his voice is a little more quiet than he wants it to be : Barkovitch isn't a whirlwind of quietness , more known for snapping his teeth , but here he is . )

I don't know .

( he's not sure he ever thought he'd win . ever have a wish . )

What's yours ?

[𖤓˚࿔ @soIucens]

⠀
⠀guess so .

⠀[ she sounded almost resolved at the fact it
⠀wouldn't be her . she'd simply go for as long
⠀as she could and then ... that would be that . ]

⠀... you gotta wish in mind ?
⠀

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

@walkngvengeance | ooc .

oh , thank you so much !! I'm working on the getting better part lol as I'm still very sick ( unfortunately )

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

| hello folks ! if i seem a little quieter than usual , I just want to let you all know that I am trying to recover from being sick and its become arduous at this point . Sorry for disappearing or disappointing 🤙

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

@walkngvengeance | just form in a line and smooch ,,,, all of them get turns with each other lmaooo

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

| the long walk but I am standing on the sidelines being like ' kiss !!!! ' to literally all and any of the guys when they talk .

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

| heyyyy yall I just want to say , barkovitch is Mean and , if I ever say anything in character , that is too far please let me know !! I promise that barkovitch is mean but I am not . okayyyyy thanks bye

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

" you're really fuckin' sick , huh ? "

He feels the urge to feel bad prodding at him , sickening the thought of him wanting the other boys to drop dead like flies earlier ( even if he keeps threatening to dance on their graves ) and it sinks into his skin .

[⊹ ˖ Ი𐑼 @ST38BINS]

He takes a deep breath of fresh, rural Maine air and promptly dissolves into a coughing fit. Whatever.

"There are worse places to die. Worse situations. Better to be out here trying than back home doing nothing."

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

| this is barkovitch to me and I won't even apologize for it

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

" pretty ? " he snorts and he wants to say something derisive , something mean , about the word chosen , because it really should be allowed to be brought attention . but then he glances up and he can remember that night is falling soon .

" kinda , yeah . "

[⊹ ˖ Ი𐑼 @ST38BINS]

"I almost think it's nice," he shrugs, side-eyeing Gary heavily. There's a lot to be inferred just from that one-word answer.

"You can see for miles. Plenty of sky. Not so many lights that you can't see the stars. It's pretty, don't you think?"

[PERSEVERANCE // WELFARE AGENT @DEARDOCTORJANE]

//how it feels starting a new rp account

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

his sigh is a loud thing , taking on its own life . he does agree with harkness ' statement and he wants to point the finger at the government , at the major , before he shrugs and says ,

" you kind of duck at the whole positivity bullshit . "

[🩸 𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘩. 🇨🇺 @R1CHIEHARKNESS]

" everyone has a story before they signed up. just because they're in this walk, doesn't mean they're less of a human. "

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

| gary barkovitch with an oral fixation that means he'll just put things in his mouth , hair-ties , his own fingers , someone else's fingers , coc - is this mic still on ?

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

| may I be vaguely Horny on main about barkovitch for like , two seconds or is that Too Much ?

[jeremy downs. 🩸 @darklydowns]

dreams of stabbing and/or being stabbed

— jeremy downs, the alligator boy. #dexterrp & #mvrp —

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

people didn't like gary barkovitch , not from the moment he was born . usually , this was fine .

" smelled like shit , too much smoke . makes maine look nice . even if there's too much fuckin ' land 'ere , you notice ? "

[𝖌 . 𝖇𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 . @UNLVABLEHAND]

" bad . " he wishes there were better words to say with the shrug that wracks his shoulders , but he's thinking about narrow alleyways and clambering up the stairs of an apartment for the project partner he'd had just to be chased around and kicked in the ribs .

[⊹ ˖ Ი𐑼 @ST38BINS]

"You're joking. I never would've guessed that. Not in a million years," he laughs, shaking his head. "Texas is hot, yes. Can get pretty humid out in my neck of the woods, too. Makes the cold up here bite that much sharper."

He's pretty tired of it, actually. Maine is --