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MECH KEYB NOOB | '97 | OCT2024 CPA | Goal: to attend more conventionsss |

Care is the aftermath of anger - Robert Greene

[bujoy !im KENough @urmytoothpaste]

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[mayka 🍉 @maykamaykaba]

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[Emil @quezoncitrus]

Told someone today that I actually liked who I was now despite everything, and I knew in my heart that I meant it and believed it. How far things have come

[MyAnimeList @myanimelist]

Sakura's magical adventure to capture the scattered Clow Cards began 30 years ago! ✨

Add it to your list: https://t.co/T3V6CpkHvi

[Netflix Philippines @Netflix_PH]

sinaunang bfs ko 😍

#CardcaptorSakura #TouyaKinomoto #YukitoTsukishiro

[musashi @scabberslosttoe]

they bloom regardless

[Lupita🌸🐺 @Mg_OsorioX]

Chibi Sakura 🌸

[em 💙🤎 holic rei spoilers @clonesyaosaku]

28 years ago today gay people were invented

[Grusha🕯 @decadentquill]

I've committed to completing the whole 12 week course and will be writing about my experience at the end btw

[ToonHive @ToonHive]

28 years ago today, ‘Cardcaptor Sakura’ premiered.

[Into The Forest Dark @ElliottBlackwe3]

We read books & poetry because they enlarge us. They expand our thinking, our empathy, our connectedness. Art reminds us of why we live: for beauty, for wonder, for understanding. Though our culture may say otherwise, these are vital & necessary. They sustain us.

[🎰 Kim Pines 𝜗𝜚⋆₊˚ @8BallAlcatraz]

stan and his babies..

[Infineek @geekversez]

Matt Braly confirmou que um projeto animado de 'Amphibia' segue em desenvolvimento ativo na Disney.

[Kimbaike | Live from The Nightmare Realm @KimbaIke]

Why draw it when i can do it IRL? 🤣

⚠️🤝🎨💜💛
#GravityFalls #BillCipher #yumetwt

[DiscussingFilm @DiscussingFilm]

16 years ago today, ‘ADVENTURE TIME’ premiered.

[Rovich⚡️ @Rovichrules]

adventure time isn’t just a show to me it’s one of those things that stayed. Itgot in my head in the best way and lowkey changed how I see stuff. It looks simple,but hits deeperthan you expect. I know it’snever leaving me no matter how much time passes, it’ll always be part of me

[🌲✈GFFan🇨🇦💫 @forever_gf618]

Secret's now out. evillordrayken; the creator of Florida Sea Watch/GF Captain's Log gave me an ultra rare 1 of 5 physical copy of the incredible Sea Grunkles Tome. I am beyond grateful to have had this chance & thankful to them and the whole team that worked to make this happen!

[Will @gfsmerchandmore]

Mail Hail Monday!

The 10 Years of Bill Cipher Zine finally arrived. And did my 5th Anniversary Pin from Studio Bad Egg! 🥳

#gravityfalls
#billcipher

[SR Noia @NoiaFPS]

annual reminder that yes i am a triplet☘️

[Joshua Gould @voicearchivist]

No exaggeration, this is one of the best episodes of TV ever.

[Flexinja @flexinja]

i’m 13k in credit card debt, owe a friend 7k, and super behind on taxes

when i first blew up in Valorant over 5 years ago, i went all in with no back up plan and now life is kicking my ass

i set myself up for success, establishing my name making pretty decent money

but now i’m struggling due to lack of passion to create content, figuring out how to rejoin society, and feeling so far behind that i often don’t feel human

in Valorant terms it’s like blowing a 12-0 lead and then losing in overtime, shit was going smooth and then we fucked up big

the hardest lesson i’ve learned about being a streamer/content creator, you have to stay super consistent. take time off and you’ll destroy your numbers

before Valorant: i created content as a hobby while working at FedEx with no idea what i wanted to do with my life

during the height of my success, i never had a good grasp of what money means since i don’t come from money or how to manage it

i was also a very inexperienced 24 year old, never touched alcohol/weed, and was nervous navigating the airport for the first time having never been on a flight

then one weekend, i decided that i was doing well in life with my newfound hype online so i took my first flight and fell in love with the feeling of drinking/smoking

as you can imagine, i spiraled out of control. lost my consistency when it came to streaming and creating content. overall my mood was destroyed slowly

along with getting drunk and high a ton, i fell into the ubereats death trap where i didn’t cook any of my meals for 3 years or so which is disgusting to say

but hey, you only spawn once on this rock and not everyone is brought up to have all the right answers

i’m happy to say i cook 99% of my meals now and eat super clean/boring now as my priority revolves around gym progress

i’m 30 now and still have no idea what i’m doing with my life, but i’m sure if i remain positive i will eventually figure something that makes me excited to wake up

having zero passion for Valorant being known as a Valorant creator kills me inside. i’m the least happiest version of myself trying to grind the same content for 5 years in a row. and it really reflects my mood on stream. this is also a really shitty part about streaming is putting yourself in a box fulfilling one niche

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my biggest advice if you jumping into the streamer / content creation life, if you find your niche and you’re gaining hype please hold on to it and ride with it and don’t try living above your means ($$)

but my BEST advice (something that i didn’t do) is to have a backup plan that will give you stability if things don’t work out — i never had one and still don’t yet

a third piece of advice never hurts: burn out really fucking sucks. so if you find any success online doing one thing, try to add some variety eventually so you don’t put yourself in a one-niche box

unless you absolutely love what you do online and can visualize how passionate you will be after years down the line

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going broke after being financially well off has been one of my greatest lessons i’ll ever get to experience — i really know the value of money now when it comes to paying bills, grocery shopping, and living a more inexpensive lifestyle

so the next time i’m up in life, i’ll be more prepared to spend properly and invest

you can use this post to make fun of me, but i want to be transparent because people just assume you’re well off if you have a decent sized following — nah, not if you’re dumb as fuck like me 😂

hope this post can help someone in the future not make the same mistakes i did

much love y’all, i got some work to do 🫡