@heyzuesx Please help me get to my Dad. I just want to see him again.If he’s going to die I just want to be there with him…I have no idea what I am going to do without him
First of all, I’m not a liar. My name is Quil. My father‘s been sick for a while now he’s on his fifth Hospital in 10 weeks. He’s at UCLA now I haven’t seen him in a week. I’ve been taking care of him since this time last year when he started his divorce. No one would operate on him in Bakersfield. There was something wrong with his blood and no one wanna address it. He left last week against Medical advice and he’s now in UCLA care, but I just found out he’s got leukemia. No one in my family will tell me but someone secretly did. He can’t remember his name I want to see him again. I can’t imagine a world without my dad in it. I need to drive there as quick as I can. My bank account got hijacked by some illegal transactions. They took my debit card. I can’t wait business days. I don’t know if I have even one day. My mom took herself away from me with her pistol. I don’t have any brothers or sisters. I just have my dad and that’s all I want.
Just know that I’m not a liar and I don’t know how much money I need
Hello or good evening that’s pretty late in the night. Too much on my mind to sleep. My name is Quil. Yes that’s my real name. I haven’t been on here for very long but today will be the first time that I’ve actually ever complimented a woman for just looking and smiling the way she does. And for the record, I am not a liar. I don’t believe in it and I don’t have time for it.. so there you go, Stacy. My first compliment to what appears to be a lovely lady. Hope you can accept the compliment. Also, were those Rhodesian Ridgeback that I spotted a few photos back one more thing I’ve never been able to travel to North Carolina and I’ve always wanted a good reason to. My life is crazier than it’s ever been right now today at this moment. I don’t know what the future hold at all, not even in the slightest, but I think a great deal of traveling in my future. I’m not trying to be slick. or cool, or come off a certain way. Right now I’m really confused and I’m really depressed and I’m overly honest tonight. Good night.
@ohhanxiety Well…. Normal probably wasn’t doing what it used to do… so now ..,you have a new chance,if you really love and value each other. But please don’t fuck it up. Remember how lucky you are to have one another. And keep in mind that I’m a romantic idiot.
Yeah, I did and I still don’t have any. My mom gave me $1900 worth of tattoo work when I turned 19. It was something we were always gonna do together, but she bought a pistol and decided to exit early so I remain with no tattoos. I know it’s depressing, but I’m honest it is what it is.
Just to get it all out. He’s been in bed so long he can’t walk anymore. I’m almost a Legit physical therapist now though I have no training he has almost 0T cells and he’s only got hemoglobin in his blood due to constant blood transfusions. Now I promise to shut up and I will not speak on this again. My apologies for making anybody read this. I’m sorry. I’m an idiot. But you asked, how do I feel?
I’m terrible. Maybe the worst I’ve ever been I just put my dad in an emergency vehicle. Headed to UCLA. No guarantee he’s gonna get in. This will be the fifth Hospital in eight weeks. No one can tell them what’s wrong with this blood and that’s not the only problem. I got this sinking feeling that might be the last time I got to put my eyes on him I can’t fucking take it if I can make it all go away. If I could take all the pain and all the problems given all the bone marrow. I have whatever organs he needs. I would do it in a heartbeat. He left this hospital AMA against medical advice. But we gotta do something something. There’s more any kids worse, but I’m gonna just stop right there unfortunately, I am very much alone in the world at this time in my life. Please don’t let anybody get it twisted, I’m not looking for sympathy I just have too much empathy and unfortunately, usually when I have these kinds of feelings, I’m right. And this whole damn thing comes down to money. Who has it and who’s trying to get it. I can’t see straight. I can’t think straight…… that’s how I feel right now
Hey, a lady named Katie. I actually wondered if any of your comments are directly aimed at me because you’ve always got at least 200 spin men dying to communicate with you in some way shape or form. And I’m just me Quil. That would be my name, but you are very pretty and I’ve been told throughout the years that I’m kind of pretty myself so sometimes I wonder if you’re actually trying to communicate with me. Maybe you can clear that up for me now. Maybe I’m just a fool and you never noticed me seeing as how you’ve got a harem of men following you. I don’t really operate like that, but you’ve got me curious enough to at least ask the question this evening so if you would respond to me, tell me you don’t know me or you do. This whole thing is rather New to me. I guess he could say one of the old-school guys I believe in fate and for that matter, I believe in love. Don’t give me wrong. I’ve experienced a lot of things, but I always come back to love. There isn’t anything more important so please answer me so I don’t waste any more of your time. Thank you.
No…. actually fuck no. People cook for the people that they love for better or worse, and if you pay attention to your loved one or your significant other, you’ll catch that little glow of excitement for the simple fact that you just created something delicious to share with her after what might’ve been an average or difficult day. But keep in mind the situation can and should at sometimes lead to wonderful sex on the kitchen floor. And then that’s when you called your favorite pizza place cause you burnt the dinner and you stay naked sit on the couch together with a blanket eat pizza smile, and be fucking thankful…. And that is my truth.,Quil
He could.and for that matter she could also. But I don’t believe anyone should live their lives with the constant reminder of the things,people,and places that they were never able to experience. Follow your heart but don’t live your life with a string of ?question marks? The best love finds you when you’re not looking. And if you really love someone, set them free to answer those question marks. If it’s meant to be ,in due time you’ll be walking side by side, smarter and smoother and more in love than the first time.( And Yes I am very single. Not because I want to be. But I’ve got this problem…. I believe in love.