Just putting it out there. If your job has you running 17 different programs for it to function properly. Your IT department is dying. Please just consolidate systems for the love of Christ. One breaks all 16 others f up at different times thereafter. 🤦🏻♂️ 🫠🥴
@KrystalJaded Focus on yourself first. Get and keep yourself healthy both mentally and physically so that you can attract someone of the real caliber you know you actually are.
A few people have asked me why I previously stopped streaming back in 2020..
My ex, my family and my 'friends' were extremely unsupportive and I was told I was childish for trying to become a streamer because it's for kids'
My ex used to go out of his way to make alot of noise and cause arguments while I streamed so that's I would end the live. He also streamed and off stream he would scream and shout at me because he was sat on 100 followers and avg 1-3 while I was growing both my own brand and the Stream team/esports team I was running at the time and grew to around 500 followers and was avg around 10 (which was good on twitch tbf) I spent alot of time networking and hanging with people in streams while he did nothing but hit GO LIVE. I was called all the names under the sun and constantly accused of cheating with my team mates. He'd tell me no one actually liked me but they came because I had big tits and wanted to get in my underwear (I didn't even use a cam back then). And when I hit affiliate and got my first pay out he told me I 'owed him' that money for having to put up with me. It made me severely anxious and I stopped streaming and pushed away everyone from that era. We soon split up when I found out he'[d cheated on me, not once, but 3 times but that still didn't erase the damage done to me mentally.
It started to make me believe it, I got very suspicious of people and i've worked so hard to get away from that mindset. If I seem blunt or uninterested then I apologise, I'm just trying to sus you out.
However, when I met my current partner in June 2021 and he's been so supportive of my dream and helping me get a good set up and supporting me during my streams 🩵 He gives me help or space when I stream when I need it, he's incredibly understanding when I'm sat chatting and hanging out in streams and he's always so proud when I accomplish something new. Sometimes you need a fresh start and new circumstances to feel like you can pick yourself up and try again. Don't give up. Pick yourself up and strive for everything you want in life 🩵
Chilling with some @Borderlands 1 GOTY Enhanced tonight. !songrequests or !sr will be on also. Be cool if ya joined tell me about your week. #StartedANewCareer
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