eris

kink alt- +18 only - 22yo - occasional kink art - he/they - sometimes venting on here

[Zero∅ comms open! 10/10 left @chuuajax]

cw // suggestive?

Dazai biting Chuuya’s thigh (different vers⬇️) #bsd #skk

[Oh No! @softpinkteeth]

community pet

[🔞Sane and normal🔞 @tummiesandsuch]

I wanna put all the bonus doodles in a big sequence when I finish them, here's a couple for now

[eris @Valley_sys_jail]

having a mental breakdown that's turning into missing my brother hours

[🎈Nekoloon (Retired) 🏳️‍⚧️ @Nekoloon]

I went for a physical and the doctor had to check my stomach for any lumps or whatever, so they were kneading and pushing against my belly and I tried SO hard not to whimper,,, I’m normal I swear,,, ^^’

[NewMetrack @METRACK3]

FAT - CAT - LYNX

[eris @Valley_sys_jail]

Oh if this is because I'm not Eris I'll be mad, can we please get identity awareness back !!! Time for the tests to determine who I am ?? maybe ?? It doesn't matter but it's like an itch I can't scratch

[eris @Valley_sys_jail]

/vent tw sh

Sleep deprivation making me see sh as a solution to the slightest strange thought I have is so weird to me, I can't have fresh scars this week so I'm trying hard to rationalize but its just confusing cus ?? like why

[eris @Valley_sys_jail]

also our ribs are a little flared idk if maybe wearing a binder all the time is making it worse but yeah hope this helps (when we see this again in the future)

[eris @Valley_sys_jail]

[CW nudity]

@ myself :

the reason u have no idea what you look like to others is because ur bmi falls into obesity yet you look like this (in the morning and laying down granted but still) idk it's wild that we have visible hipbones and ribs

[eris @Valley_sys_jail]

Cleaning is forcing me to think I'm sorry I have a lot of thoughts to type somewhere

[eris @Valley_sys_jail]

so confused as to how no one wondered if I was autistic when I had a (very intense) special interest on a classic litterature piece about a child who tries to understand human nature and kills himself at the end
I have gone through that book +100times and no one got concerned ?

[eris @Valley_sys_jail]

moment of lucidity after staring at our face for half an hour in the mirror so it's time to take a valium and go to bed and hopefully no one wakes up during the night to fuck things up rn cus killing ourselves on father's day this year is not the vibe

[eris @Valley_sys_jail]

these "I can't breathe" last words are fucking with me on this, I'm not allowed to say them outloud yet they're all I can think about

[eris @Valley_sys_jail]

I don't want to be hereee this makes me nauseous

[eris @Valley_sys_jail]

I am in so much pain I can't walk without shaking so much I bump into everything I know I shouldn't go outside like that but I feel /so/ unsafe

[eris @Valley_sys_jail]

I can't breathe there's more people watching everyone is watching i need to be gone

[eris @Valley_sys_jail]

The only place we ever felt home was on a different continent from where you were, just because you're everywhere here we don't get to feel safe ever and that's fucked up

[eris @Valley_sys_jail]

I can't let someone watch and follow me like that I can't, the gift of forgetting is terrible enough with how hard it hits to remember every time