@VALOREDSUIT Sheโs tired of being pulled every which way. Though when she catches a glance of him down the hall she canโt help the way she calls out his name.
โTony!โ
idea of it all was the most exciting thing ever. She really just wanted to be married to him.
Steph pressed in closer, letting her body be flush against his.
โI love you.โ
โYouโve always been worth the wait, sweetheart,โ she said with a little bit of that Brooklyn drawl she used to have much more of.
โWe should set a date soon. Start planning this thing. Figure out where we wanna live. All the fun stuff.โ
Stephanie smiled up at him as if the โ
Bucky is reminded of one of, the many, things he loves about her as they dance. The sound of her laugh always makes him happy.
โBat your eyelashes at me and you can get away with anything.โ He admits easily, maybe too easily.
โIs that what youโre suggesting?โ
She looked up to him and moved a hand up to cup under his jaw. Her thumb lightly smoothed over his skin and the stubble there.
โWe could elope.โ
His shoulders relax hearing her confession, the relief clear on his face. He knows itโs selfish of him, but the two of them having given plenty.
โI think weโve earned a retirement, if only for little while. Just you and me.โ
snapped out of the little shock induced trance she was in she nodded and smiled up at him )
yeah. . . but only if you use your favorite lines on me, Buck ~
I want the full experience.
( yeah, the bar noise was entirely drowned out right now. she was in shock that her best friend was. . . well, he wasnโt asking her out. . . but was making a move? is that was this was? it wasnโt entirely clear, but she got the main message across.
when she finally โ
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( Bucky watches her hand gesture, his chest tightening as he realises thereโs no backing out now )
โ โ โ yeah, Steph.
( his voice drops, the quiet confession cutting through the noise of the bar )
โ โ โ an actual. . . you ๐๐๐๐ค. if you'll let me. . .
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@SoldatJamesB Stephanie smiled small at Bucky when he came back, but it faded as soon as she realized she actually had to eat. She knew she had no other choice, but when she felt bad it was even harder to do.
โSmall bites,โ she muttered, โI can do that. I can take small bites.โ
Yet she didnt
She giggled, somehow feeling more feminine than she had in a long time. Her illnesses and conditions tended to strip that from her, made her feel like an outcast. But now right now. Not tonight.
Bucky was making her feel like a girl again. The kind that giggled, twirled their โ
โIโm not opposed to heading home after. Your place or mine? We can get the old record player going. Light some candles.โ
He said with a smile.
โThat all depends on how your insulin works after this meal. Regardless, I donโt want tonight to end after dinner.โ
( she suddenly felt like she couldnโt breathe. . . for a moment she was that small, frail girl from Brooklyn he was always chasing after to defend and protect. . .
her eyes stayed on his, processing what that could possibly mean. she didnโt like assuming, but โ
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โ โ โ I saidโฆ I want to buy you a drink.
( he takes a deep breath and forces his eyes back up to hers, a stubborn, self-conscious flush creeping up his neck )
โ โ โ I just... I didn't want to treat you like some random girl from a bar, Stevie, cause you mean more to me โ
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@SgtJBuckyB107 her shoulder and side leaned back against his )
not something too fast or loud now, okay? Something soothing. Glenn Miller? Heโs got a few nice ones.
@SgtJBuckyB107 ( she chuckles softly before she followed after him, just to reach out and gently place her hand into his own. )
yeah, well.. a nightgown isnโt exactly the kind of a dress a gal imagines herself dancinโ in.
( she stands slightly in front him once at the record box, โ
@SgtJBuckyB107 ( sheโd make such a good housewife, she was sure of itโฆ aside from the illnesses, of course. and the itch to fight at the slightest tinge of conviction. )
something fun? Iโm in my pajamas, Buck. ( chuckles and slides a hand down from his shoulder to his bicep. ) โ
@SgtJBuckyB107 good. made me realize that I havenโt lived life without yaโฆ itโs a little scary.
( squeezes him before kissing his cheek softly, then settles back so she can look up at him )
what can I do? how can I take care of you right now, Jamie? Youโve had a long day, no doubt.
@SgtJBuckyB107 ( she takes a moment to just hug him. it made her more emotional than she cared to admit. after growing up beside him, spending every possible moment with himโฆ this whole ๐ข๐ฅ๐ถ๐ญ๐ต thing was really hard. )
itโs been hard. without you, I mean.