Derwin of shedtwt ☆

18 • she/her • 「bmi 24.4」 currently locked in

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

@tcchail I do use this account! I’m sorry 😭 I’m just not on social media very often

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

Officially lost 50 lbs who cheered ( 210 -> 160 )

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

@Yvesrloving Lose the weight cuz im not trynna be 6 ft

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

@starvingsoph @njzriana What the freak kind of calories are we measuring in that pasta looks like 50 at best

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

@sam4tiel HELL YEAH

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

@dovedisciple @str4wberry_707 @aposikenedos Eating disorders aren’t just about what u eat

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

@magicalcalories 12 in pants (really I am no size because no jeans ever fit me right) and like a M or L in shirts

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

I also have been practicing losing the healthy way so yk that’s cool too huzzah huzzah

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

There is something so very exciting and validating about knowing that even though I started this acc when I was only 15 I finally made it to my first big goal. Under bmi 25!!

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

I’ve been really trying my damnedest not to post here anymore but I just have one question: am I plateauing? I have it set to 1lb per week and have been restricting much more than that, but I’ve only lost 3lbs this month. It’s starting to piss me off

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

8hrs later I’m actually 168 and my lw was 167 but it’s okay because I feel very motivated to keep going :}

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

What if I told you guys that I might have just reached a new LW without even trying…

[ɪ ❤︎ ᴍᴜ3ɪᴄ @xXMu3icl0v3rXx]

— December 19th is emo day!!

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

@babyteethrot Hell no

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

@reidrexia But like not rlly cuz I actually gained 20 lbs and then lost most of it again

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

@reidrexia I gaineddddd 2 lbs 🥹

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

I would like to thank you all for 67 followers 🥹

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

Fuck my fucking chungus life

[Derwin of shedtwt ☆ @Vandrogene]

What’s it called when u starve for like a month straight and then give up and then totally forget about Ana except for the occasional bc in the mirror and then after the month is over you remember ur fat and lock in again?? And it just repeats.