Vellicora

The mind moves where shadows dwell

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UNPOPULAR OPINION: your body not letting you cry is worse than crying

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once you realize you don’t mean half as much to some people as you thought you did, you stop taking everything so personally and start breathing a little easier. not everyone is meant to hold the same weight in your life.

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narcissists don’t apologise. they pretend it never happened, act like you’re supposed to forget, and get irritated when you remember what they did.

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they’ll neverrrr everrrr understand how much trauma it can take to become the funny one. sometimes the loudest laugh is just someone who learned how to turn pain into a punchline.

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Olivia Dean wasn’t lying because yes, “I make it so easy to fall in love,” and honestly, I really am “the perfect mix of Saturday night and the rest of your life.” 😭🤍

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you ever look at someone you used to be completely obsessed with and think, “damn… i really lost sleep, peace, and sanity over THIS?” 😭 growth really changes your perspective.

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stop wasting your energy trying to prove you’re a good person to people who have already decided to misunderstand you. let them think whatever they want. go live your life, protect your peace, and be happy. 🤍

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sometimes the disrespect was the closure. you don’t need a final conversation to realize you deserve better. their actions already gave you every answer you needed.

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when they’re sitting there expecting me to reach out, but i genuinely don’t care if we never speak again. once i’m done, i’m DONE.

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hot take: it’s incredibly selfish to enter someone’s life, see how loving, kind, and peaceful they are, and then disrupt all of that because you refuse to deal with your own unresolved issues. don’t make someone else pay for wounds they didn’t cause.

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when someone assumes you’re not smart enough to see what they’re doing, let them. people reveal so much when they think they’re the one with the upper hand. sometimes being underestimated is the best front-row seat to someone exposing their true character.

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I STILL THINK ABOUT YOU IN THE QUIET MOMENTS.

I miss the way your presence could make an ordinary day feel different. I miss hearing your voice, your little stories, and the way we could talk about absolutely nothing and somehow never get bored. I miss the comfort of knowing you were there. Sometimes I wonder if you ever think about those moments too, or if I'm the only one still carrying them.

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A man who won’t choose you but still wants access to you isn’t confused.

He knows exactly what he’s doing. He wants the benefits of having you without the responsibility of actually choosing you. Don’t mistake convenience for love.

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I STILL THINK ABOUT YOU IN THE QUIET MOMENTS.

I miss the way your presence could make an ordinary day feel different. I miss hearing your voice, your little stories, and the way we could talk about absolutely nothing and somehow never get bored. I miss the comfort of knowing you were there. Sometimes I wonder if you ever think about those moments too, or if I'm the only one still carrying them.

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A man who won’t choose you but still wants access to you isn’t confused.

He knows exactly what he’s doing. He wants the benefits of having you without the responsibility of actually choosing you. Don’t mistake convenience for love.

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I MISS THE LITTLE THINGS ABOUT YOU.

I just want to hug you and tell you that I love you. I miss your presence more than I can explain. I think about your eyes the most the way I used to get nervous looking into them, and how much I loved meeting your gaze anyway. I miss our random conversations, the comfortable silence when we had nothing to say, and hearing all the little details about your day. I miss how ordinary moments felt special simply because you were there. Maybe that's what I miss most not just you, but the feeling of having you in my life.

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not gonna lie, i want to see karma find you. not because i’m bitter, but because after everything you put me through, a part of me wants to be there when the tables finally turn and you realize you really did deserve the consequences.

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When Hozier said, “maybe I'm too busy being yours to fall for somebody new,” I felt that in a way I wasn't prepared for. Because sometimes you can meet new people, have conversations, go on dates, and even try to convince yourself that you're ready to love again, but some part of you is still emotionally standing where you left someone behind. Your heart doesn't always move on just because the relationship did. Sometimes you're not waiting for them to come back—you've simply never stopped belonging to the memory of what you had.

Description: That kind of attachment where the relationship ended, but your heart apparently forgot to receive the memo.

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I HOPE YOU FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO WATCH, BECAUSE I'M DONE BEING YOUR OBSESSION.

Whatever you're looking for when you secretly check on me, I hope you eventually find it somewhere else. There is nothing left here for you. You don't get updates on my life, explanations for my choices, or another chance to become part of my story. I spent enough time wondering why you couldn't respect me when we were together, and I'm not going to spend another minute wondering why you still can't respect my peace now. You are my past for a reason, and I'd like to keep you there. Please let me disappear from your world the same way you've already disappeared from mine.

Description: Moving on isn't always about forgetting someone. Sometimes it's simply deciding they no longer get access to you.

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IF YOU’RE STILL WATCHING ME, READ THIS ONCE.

I don't know if you still check my profile, ask people about me, or find little ways to keep yourself connected to my life, but I hope you stop. Whatever happened between us is over. You don't need to know who I'm talking to, where I'm going, or whether I'm happy now. You had your place in my life, and you lost it. I'm not angry anymore; I just don't want your presence following me into a life where I no longer have room for you. Some doors aren't meant to be reopened. They're meant to stay closed so both people can finally move forward.

Description: Sometimes the strongest goodbye isn't hatred. It's realizing that someone no longer deserves access to the life you've worked so hard to rebuild.

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TO MY EX: PLEASE LET ME EXIST WITHOUT YOU.

I genuinely hope you move on.
I hope you stop creating fake accounts just to watch my life from a distance. I hope you stop checking who I follow, what I post, where I go, and whether I've moved on.
Because I have.
And if somehow you see this, I hope you understand that I don't miss you. I don't want closure from you. I don't want another conversation. I don't want you secretly keeping a place in my life.
I regret the pain I allowed myself to endure, and sometimes I wish I had never met you at all.

But more than anything, I hope this is the last time I ever have to think about you.
Please move on.
I'm trying to enjoy the life I finally got back.