Nex

ugw: walking into Aldi whilst being comically thin and buying a bunch of junk food.

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

Skinny Smart Cool

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

118 pounds, gorgeous, freedom to wear whatever the fuck I want and go wherever the fuck I want whenever I want, unlimited money.I used to dream of times like this

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WE wont be fat on our birthdays WE will be the skinniest at school WE will get concerned glances. yes twin WE

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

I can't keep food down im so cooked I haven't kept any actual food down unless I couldn't purge it all. Even when I eat smtg low cal I still puke it up like an hour later.

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

I really don't see a future for myself why is living so painful

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

Netanyahu next!!

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

@astra1412_ bros zooted

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

@cinnamon444girl this is so young Arab mom coded

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

@thehungrygh0st_ no but like u got to the ultimate goal at some point so give urself the flowers for that yk

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

@lanalowcal I can't imagine how that feels and I hope you can get through this without losing yourself in grief, I hope you have a support system and feel free to dm me if you ever want to talk. Wishing you and your mother the best even though it probably won't do anything.

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

Life plan is b/p-ing periodically while also being a functioning human and dying at like 38 due to Mia complication, its so depressing but the rush b/p-ing gives me is worth the future heart and organ failure. Life is so bleak.

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

So if I keep down like 200-300 cal max and I eat say 500 the next day will I gain or cause its a deficit I'll lose cause if ive been eating that much for like a month or 2 and have been maintaining/losing and I eat more will I keep gaining or eventually lose again?

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

The concept of being someone's sparkle jump rope queen.

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

@hpeyboy no same ive lost more than half my hair density

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

Guys no more ed lets listen to margielas by chief keef and smoke.

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

America going to war but im still fat

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

I just blacked out even though I had lunch and didn't purge all day.

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

In some fucked up way edtwt comeback is making me eat more dont be scared of oranges guys they won't make u obese.

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

@cinnamon444girl I litch see ur hipbones n ur boobs look great if ur uncomfy try to wear a cover up or drink lots of water so u can pee n look less bloated

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

How do I eject myself into twin peaks and live there for the rest of my life? tips appreciated

[Nex @VenixceB1tch]

I'm litch gods gift to the universe but simultaneously the most vile human that's ever lived and I also rlly want a cigarette but im super scared ill get addicted cause it took me forever to quit nic last time and it broke me out so bad, I also lowk dont believe in god❤️😜