"The Guy She Was Interested In Wasn't a Guy At All" NEW TEASER TRAILER
Opening by Nirvana
Director: Masashi Ishihama
Character Design: Kanna Hirayama
Animation Production: CloverWorks
Air Date: January 2027
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This hit me on a monumental level.
I'm in my thirties, and only just lately do I feel like I'm living.
I wanted to give up. I didn't have the love or care a family should have. If anything, I was constantly reminded that I was unwanted and I was neglected to that it manifested mental illness and deep trauma. The moment I was old enough, I got out of there, even if it meant living an unhealthy life with very few skills I could apply and navigating the adult world blindly.
I was never given the proper guide and I fumbled around so hard in life, especially in my twenties. I couldn't make friends, I barely got by, even my time in collage that I got into through scholorships didn't help.
I wasted my twenties and even early thirties just working whatever jobs I could. Living with roommates I never connected with, having small bedrooms with stuff often in storage, and working so much I never had time to discover myself or pursue many hobbies.
I wanted to give up.
Vtubing was finally the place I found myself. And in these last three years, feeling like a kid in an adult's body has helped me stay youthful, sure, but I know I'm sorely behind. Lost in this body that I still struggle to grasp with.
I appreciate everyone who's patient. Every friend who tries to guide me. Who doesn't act like I want to be infantilized or pampered, but instead understand that I need guidance, understanding, a little validation, and teaches me with a patient and soft hand.
This last month in particular, I've really been trying to find myself, thinking hard about it all and who I am outside of Yomi. Thanks to Yomi, I found safety, I found a traction in life, joy, and a chance to discover myself. And it's why I work so hard to keep her and this life. But it's going to take time, and I'm just so thankful for those around me to find more of the person I am behind her, and to feel more mature and comfortable in the adult world.
Remember, age doesn't equal wisdom. And often, there are many who feel locked in an adult body constantly tiptoeing anxiously in getting by the adult world we didn't get to grow up into normally. But we can heal, we can learn. All we ask is for patience, advice, and kindness.
A soft voice of wisdom can move mountains.
@zentreya I had syncope issues like that when I was in high school. I'd get up from my desk and everything would go black and I felt like I weighed a ton, then I'd be fine in a few seconds. I was stupid and didn't tell anyone lol.
@aureainjail Moisture is scarce in the female butthole, like Arrakis in Dune. Spit is invaluable to them, like the Fremen in Dune. You have to slowstroke the butthole to penetrate, like the bodyshields, in Dune. To stay safe, you should navigate the hole in a specific rhythm, like in Dune.
.✧˚️RAWR! I'VE RETURNED!˚️✧.
My chakras are aligned. Goals are clear.
& I'm ready for a new chapter.
I think i just needed a break tbh... but im back. And missed the balls outta y'all! (TᴖT)
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See yall soon, space cowboys!