You need to be impregnated. It's not a fetish, it is a compulsion. It's not a kink, it is a desperation. You crave the seed of real men inside of you to make you feel good about your feminine self.
The one thing I've learned is that if you treat gay bottoms just like you'd treat desperate straight girls, you'll never go without a hole to fuck, ever again.
There can be two males who walk through life with the same experience. But behind closed doors they live two complete different lives. One is a man who leads disciplines and protects. The other a girl who comforts nurtures and serves her man. Can you spot the difference?