violet 🌷

🏳️‍⚧️ // 26 // She/Any // Top-lean switch with 7-inches to twitch // Hopeless romantic // Let's sleep forever // 🔞 // Free trial below.

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

@arierotic I fhcnjng need you

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

New strat btw

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

Genuinely I think this would've been me if it weren't for the fact i was so stressed out about making sure everything is okay and im doing it right and the she was okay, instead, I cried later

[igor @kigi3rd]

Imagina chorar no primeiro sexo com a mulher que você ama (aconteceria comigo)

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

Thanks, I didnt, but thanks

[assley titsdale @asslytitsdale]

if your dick touches your belly button i hope you had a good day today

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

Here's for free

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

What the fuck.
When have I ever wanted this.

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

I have a crazy urge that isn't actually crazy but if you know me at all then it's actually kinda nuts bc it's uncharacteristic as fuck

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

I need to smoke and I need head i think actually

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

@Blanks_o2 What

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

Funny I do actually think estrogen made my dick uglier

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

Actually I'm pretty big and im still gonna eat that armpit out and suck them off bc that's love of the game and that's what you should be doing

[Joe Lampton @joelampton_]

Never lick pussy

You do all the extra stuff like licking pussy because you have a small dick

If you had a fat one, you'd just fuck. The bitch would cum. And you'd continue with your day.

Nobody seems to talk about this.

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

Youre not moaning for the love of the game...???

[ninfetinha @sapecajo11885]

Tão constrangedor quando você geme acidentalmente enquanto se masturba

[nex @sabbygoons]

Someone jerking me off and not stopping when I cum would fix me

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

I have a crazy urge that isn't actually crazy but if you know me at all then it's actually kinda nuts bc it's uncharacteristic as fuck

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

Idk man getting off over someone that you're missing just doesn't feel nearly that good. Actually it kinda ruins it. I'm filled with self-loathing for it.

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

Exacerbated by just how important and basically divine as an experience of love it is to me that i feel like I miss out a bit. Really kinda hurts sometimes, even.

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

I think experiencing physical intimacy has been a double edged sword bc I obviously love being so with my girlfriend but it also means the distance when we're away feels so much more crippling

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

Lover, come, and bring heaven with you.

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

Shouldn't have thought about that I feel like om gonna spiral

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

and even that feels like it has to be within her presence as to not be behind her back?
Is that normal???
I feel so lost in this respect but I genuinely also feel like having perspective via my own experience would help me a lot but I also just
Idk I'm scared

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

Part of me is like "casual could be fun if I have the freedom for that" then the much bigger part of me has played out fantasies in my head that all end with me throwing up in the toilet talking to my gf over the stress of what I did and that it's not for me

[violet 🌷 @Violariae]

Which is a shame because... I wanna understand polyarmoury better even if it takes tiny steps to do so and I feel like having a looser relationship with sexual behaviour would make that more possible but rn the most i can imagine me doing without feeling awful is kissing someone