VioletS

35🎂 she/her♀️ relapsing but pro-recovery💪🏻 bigots DNI 🔞 HSW// 105lbs down⬇️ UGW98lbs //Atypical AN, looking to drop the atypical✌🏻

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Oh, and sleep terrors and/or sleep paralysis. Another possible side effect is appetite loss though, so, ya know. It's worth it.

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Apparently my new medication not only causes dry mouth and hyperhidrosis (excess sweating), both of which I already struggle with, it can also cause people to develop a sleep eating disorder while taking it. Great. Cool cool cool. Love that so much.

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@neocollector Bro, what?!

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@thesnorkening Yes. Just, yes.

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Possibly the biggest smoothie I've ever made. It's literally a quart. I'm really bad at judging how much yogurt/fruit etc to add. Oops.

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@mezugaki Thank you 🥰

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Okay, I'm being vulnerable here. Yes I know my thighs are huge and I have cellulite. But that's beside the point. Why the FUCK are my calves so big?! I know a lot of it is muscle, which is good, but goddamn. They're literally bigger than some people's upper thighs.

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@snootpants I literally have never been able to find calf boots that fit, even when I was a normal bmi. 😭

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@uwcals Unfortunately I think it is. They were this shape at nearly 300lbs (but a lot more fat tissue) and also at a normal bmi (more muscle to fat ratio).

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@girlsgonegood This genuinely made me lol.

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@noyouok Unfortunately they've always been this way, even at a normal bmi. Whether they are mostly fat or mostly muscle, they're always this shape. I guess I could let the muscles atrophy, but that's probably a bad idea.

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@SBelaili60630 Thanks. That's so nice of you to say.

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@derph00ves

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Went to buy flowers for my clients (I like to always leave flowers when I finish a job) and they had a Pride section. Lesbian flag flowers for the win!

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@DorisKoest85554 Thanks Patriot Mother 🫡

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@venivolent Yeah. I'm a pet sitter so a lot of my job is walking dogs.

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@vacant_agent

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@Blueb3rry_G1rls Good luck!!

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Currently at 44g of fiber and I haven't had dinner yet. Oops.

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@scarycinnam0n Thank you! You're so sweet.

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Lunch is a tuna sandwich with sharp cheddar, pickles, spinach, and onion. Tomatoes, bell peppers, and cherries on the side. I finished everything but one half of the sandwich. Half way through developed The Food Ick and couldn't bring myself to eat if. I hate wasting food. 313c