At the end of the day; I love you and part of that is always wishing that you make whatever choices make you happy/improv your life. Even if thats not being my vynnsomniac.
Again Im very sorry for being like this. I will reflect on how I can be better in the future
I’m truly sorry that you find loving me unpleasant. I won’t blame you for choosing to leave or disengage from me! I’ll always want you to prioritize yourself and your feelings over mine. Sorry for my behavior and if you ever felt forced to stay.
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Feel any less than joy amusement and maybe sleepy/tired than please consider your own joy and happiness. I am aware im deeply flawed and parasocial and of course id love to work on being the best for you but, if you can never see that with me than id prefer you walk away happy.