I have to think about my death,i think i need to leave some letter.
At least to my siblings
I lost the will to live but my life would have been complete if they were happy, so I hope they will have the life they deserve to have.
I really love my siblings really much,and i dont want them to feel guilty or sad if i kill myself.
Actually i dont want anybody to be sad,i just want everyone to Forget me.
I was never really seen in the first place.
If im not getting better at the end of the Summer,i Will end my Life.
There is this bridge not far from my house that overlooks a kind of river, I will hang myself there. I always liked to watch the sunset on this bridge, I would look at it one last time.