and I feel like one of the psychiatrists just sees me as an interesting collection of disorders. it's dehumanising to be sat in a room with 3 people firing heavy questions and taking notes on my reactions. I'm glad I'm done there soon. they make me feel like a specimen.
they don't really pull any punches with their questions anymore. which is fine, I know the routine. But like do you have to just deadass ask me if I wanna kill myself? if I've thought about cutting myself? like, ask it in a nicer way. it's scary when they ask like that.