Why do I miss the boys most who were worst for me
Scrolling through conversations and old maps of me
Wondering if he ever loved this
But he's far past all of it
sometimes I literally feel like I don't fucking exist to people. like I will sit there and try to be apart of conversations with people and people just act like I'm not there, talking over me. even people who I consider friends sometimes. this has been going on my whole life
I feel like such a piece of shit. I wish I could just explode. I wish I could just crawl into a hole and never come out. I wish all of this would just be over