i’m going to be 100% honest and say i’m trying. i’m trying to show up. i’m trying to maintain my morning routine. i’m trying to pour into friends. i’m trying to workout. i’m trying to eat well. i’m trying to keep up to date. i’m trying to be super aware. i’m trying to remember. i’m trying to support. i’m trying to release procrastination. i’m trying to be in 20 places at once while everything seems to crumble anyway but like bro, that’s all i got. i’m tryna show up. that’s it man. and imma give myself grace the whole way through cause this is what i can do.
As your friend….I AM NEVER TIRED OF YOUR LIFE. I hate when my friends are like “I don’t wanna keep bothering you with the same shit”…girl, if this shit weighs on your chest everyday, I do not care. SPILL. Because feeling like you gotta stand in that alone is never how I—
i quietly remove myself from situations now. i’m not over explaining myself, i’m not going back & forth, i’m not looking for closure, i’m not causing a scene, nothing. you’ll just never hear from me again. i’m done overextending myself for others.
Everyone is not welcomed to my home. This is my safe haven, personal space, where I lay my head, gather my thoughts, & gain my peace. All company isn't good company. Refuse to have negativity where I reside.