I have no boy to make autistic lunches for:( guess I’ll just have to make them for myself</3 wish I could have a cute fellow national socialist boyfriend so badly…..
Genuinely want to go volunteer for the Ukrainian foreign legion because I genuinely have no motivation to keep on living and my own countries military wont accept me and I’m nothing but a fucking failure to everyone that knows me and everyone I’ve met
I wonder if he still thinks of me like I think of him
I wonder if he misses me like I miss him
I wonder if he hates me
I wonder if this is all just a bad dream that I can wake up from by killing myself
I wonder if he would miss me
I wonder if he would care
I have no boy to make autistic lunches for:( guess I’ll just have to make them for myself</3 wish I could have a cute fellow national socialist boyfriend so badly…..