Genuinely think I need to be begged and worshipped in every way because I think I’m so amazing so I don’t understand anyone that tries put me in a dynamic that goes against my natural thinking and behaviour. I can’t be that woman for you babe.
i actually think "surface level" friendships are very healthy. not everyone in your life has to be your ride or die. some friends are for the gym. some are for going out. some are just for complaining about work or bureaucracy. when you stop expecting everyone to be your everything, the disappointment disappears. those deep convos and connections are for the 2-3 people closest to you