i hate the feeling where you just randomly started crying because you have been holding in all of these emotions and pretending to be happy for way too long
the most pathetic feeling is when you get in a fight with someone because you expressed what made you upset and instead of apologizing they find a way to make u feel bad about it, so your left regretting even saying anything at all
my toxic trait? i shutdown and i push people away even when it's at a time when i need someone the most. i isolate myself and suffer in silence because i feel that's what i have to do and i don't deserve help.
i used to think communication was the key until i realized comprehension is. you can communicate all you want with someone but if they don’t understand you or refuse to understand, communication is useless.