@uchikipanda yeah, even if a job seems like it should suit you, if the actual experience of doing it causes this much anguish, it feels to me like there's gotta be something better out there. obviously leaving and having to search again is another difficult thing, but i believe in you!
@uchikipanda i know the feeling where it feels like you found the only possible job... but there's a lot of stuff out there that will destroy your mind less than a full-time office job with a commute. that's actually a difficult job to have! i probably couldn't handle it, tbh
new episode of Balckwell's Books about OBLOMOV, truly a man after my own heart, and the book he stars in, which is also called Oblomov
https://t.co/oLSOeGSAGf
the key to good television is to have one BGM per emotion, and to abruptly cut from one to the other during dramatic moments. that's all it takes, really!