Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It)

(Queer, Trans, Creature)
Name: Weirdly
Age: Adult (27)
Pronouns: He/They/It
Status: Lonely
(Some sort of journal I guess)

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

Strep has me feeling sicker than I have in years and in so much pain

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

I wish I didn't feel so unwell

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

I have strep and it's put me in this state where I basically have two options: sleep, or (in a semi delirious state) watch old Vinesauce streams.

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

It only kinda worked... we're doing a swap to address one of the issues but the issues with my anxiety remain untouched so that's fun

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

Psychiatrist appointment? More like "beg the pills man to do something about The Horrors"

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

It turned out they fell asleep and I freaked out for nothing so yeahhh, we're really winning tonight

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

And the RSD won. Kicked my ass also

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

I don't know what's worse right now, my RSD or my paranoia that something horrible happened to them

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

Turns out I am a different kind of fool

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

I need to learn how to give up on people before it destroys me

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

I'm a fool and I wear my heart on my sleeve like I can handle what comes my way but I really and truly can't

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

If I was more sane I probably wouldn't have let myself be in this situation in the first place but alas I am Stupid and extremely down bad for a person who ghosts me so until I learn to stop trying I'm just gonna keep ending up in the same place

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

Or neither. Idk I don't know how to act in these situations

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

Playing a game called "how am I supposed to know when to give up?". Really fun and good, a fantastic time

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

A friend of mine was supposed to come over today but I haven't heard from them since like 2pm and I don't know whether this is a sign they aren't coming, or if they're asleep...

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

*Raccoon noises* *falling down the stairs noises* *more raccoon noise*

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

Apologies come out of me like ragged breaths

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

Feeling of dread? More like feeling of bed haha! *Tries to nap through The Horrors*

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

But sir those are my emotional support TikToks

[Weirdly, Eater of Chunks (He/They/It) @WildWeirdly]

"Friends with benefits"? Yeah, the benefits are I am very cool and sexy All The Time