marie

24 ~ lover of matcha and Marlboros ~ online diary

[marie @windowgrass]

let’s try this again….

I did it once, and I WILL do it again

[marie @windowgrass]

How do I find the weirdos online who will pay me to lose weight

[marie @windowgrass]

treating myself to a cigarette after my biopsy because that shit was so fucking painful

[marie @windowgrass]

There a few things that are more embarrassing than sitting in an empty parking lot eating food and then someone drives by and just stares

[marie @windowgrass]

@anon_snnbn And if I was there I would have bought a second one and we would have done it together bc Sabine birthday cals don’t count

[marie @windowgrass]

@anon_snnbn Happiest of birthday beautiful 💝💝💝💝💘💘💖💖💖

[marie @windowgrass]

I have to get a fuckin endometrial biopsy tomorrow and I am terrified

[marie @windowgrass]

I’m not getting my next depo shot I literally can not lose even in a deficit

[marie @windowgrass]

I need to sleep but OCD is kicking my ass like I can’t find the right moment to sleep what in the fuck

[marie @windowgrass]

post walk snack

[marie @windowgrass]

got an ultrasound and cried on the drive home listening to Hypnotize by The Notorious B.I.G.

[marie @windowgrass]

@anon_snnbn THAT PART LIKE HE DESERVES CONCERN TOO

[marie @windowgrass]

Everyone in the comments saying “oh there’s a difference he’s just super tall” as if he didn’t just release a song about how he hates his body

[stanHub @stanhub4u]

no way you think Ariana has a weight issues and this shit not

[marie @windowgrass]

@cupofcoffeeor Only $10 for both of them too

[marie @windowgrass]

new candles 🕯️

[marie @windowgrass]

@cupofcoffeeor SO GOOD

[marie @windowgrass]

@OMADHlM It is SO good!!!!!

[marie @windowgrass]

@anon_snnbn I LOVE YOU

[marie @windowgrass]

It’s @anon_snnbn 😩 always relatable as fuck

[bella🍒 @vamp1bella]

Who is your 𝕏 crush ?

[marie @windowgrass]

matcha w oat milk + SF vanilla 💚

[marie @windowgrass]

breakfast (340 cal)

[marie @windowgrass]

Cool so I only ate 900 cals yesterday and gained a whole pound that’s chill

[marie @windowgrass]

UTI med time snack (310 cal)