Heather Carbrey

“No one taught you how to survive, darling, you did that on your own” - Nikita Gill

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

Me: “Why do I feel like shit all the time?”
My body: “Because you survive off of cigarettes and diet soda exclusively.”
Me: “It’s such a mystery. I don’t get it.”
My body:
Me: *sips diet soda*

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

Rock, paper, lesbian.

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

If I hope and it doesn't work, then
I know, it's gonna hurt, so I'll
Make a joke, act like nothing wrong
And put another layer of armor on

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

So much for sticking it out
Guess it doesnt matter now
No difference with or without
Cause I was
Never a part of your group so
Im gonna push on through it
You think Im missing out on you
But Ill show you what I can do
So thanks for giving up on me
Turns out its just what I needed

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

“I think sometimes making yourself vulnerable before you are ready is exactly what can hold you accountable. Do what you fear.” – Brittany Burgunder

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

If you’re not changing it, you’re choosing it.

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

Comparison is an act of violence against yourself.

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

If I walk away I'm scared I'll never see you again
But I'm fighting for a memory, I'm starting to forget
'Cause the thought of losing you is sinking in

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

“If I walk away I'm scared I'll never see you again
But I'm fighting for a memory, I'm starting to forget
'Cause the thought of losing you is sinking in”

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

11: “Can I type the F word?”
Me: “no”
11: “I’m still gonna do it.”

Follow me for more parenting skills. I’ve clearly got this covered.

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

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[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

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[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

So let me just give up
So let me just let go
If this isn't good for me
Well, I don't wanna know
Let me just stop trying
Let me just stop fighting
I don't want your good advice or reasons why I'm alright
You don't know what it's like
You don't know what it's like

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

TWLOHA podcast had an episode on eating disorders, if anyone is interested. It’s about an hour long.

https://t.co/Rvg4f3y9VD

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

Give me a remedy 'cause my head wasn't wired for this world

'Cause I'm going out of frequency
Can anyone respond?
'Cause I'm going out of frequency
Can anyone respond?

It's like an avalanche, I feel myself go under
'Cause the weight of it's like hands around my neck

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

Bring Me The Horizon - Avalanche https://t.co/z3wUre7dsb
It's like an avalanche, I feel myself go under
'Cause the weight of it's like hands around my neck
I never stood a chance, my heart has frozen over
And I feel like I am treading on thin ice, and I'm going under

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

Lorde - Liability https://t.co/OsO0DoK50i

They say, "You're a little much for me
You're a liability
You're a little much for me"

So they pull back, make other plans
I understand, I'm a liability

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

Olivia O'Brien - Empty https://t.co/ETiTSPcvOS I’m empty inside, yeah I’m empty inside. And I don’t wanna live, but I’m too scared to die.

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

But I'm empty inside, yeah, I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die

Wish I could erase my memories
So I could stop feelin' so empty

[Heather Carbrey @WinterandTucker]

wonder if I'm good enough
Or maybe I've just had too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I'm drownin' up my sorrow
There's rules I'll never follow
Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow