Stuck inbetweenβ I need to do everything to get myself out of this hole Iβm in β and Iβm too fucking exhausted fighting my own mind to even try.
When I was a little boy growing up, I was a very shy individual. Looking into someone's eyes was a challenge. But now, if I don't look into other person's eyes, it's because I'm avoiding jealous and evil eyes to produce negative energy in me and that's type shit I don't like.