Got out of survival mode. Actually place God first. Let tomorrow worry for itself. Understand God will never leave me nor forsake me, having slower mornings, exercising as a routine instead of goal, eat healthier, stop drinking excessively, journal, more dates alone, etc.
This is why women end up dead. Y’all do not punish hard enough. Y’all don’t give a fuck about us. He stalks and harasses a woman, rams his car into hers. Takes police on high-speed chase, injures an officer. But he gets to sit in a little daycare program talk about his feelings for six months and boom charges, forgotten.