Char 💗

shtwt/kleptotwt/drgtwt
always missing him😢

[xin🪽 @rottingdolljpg]

“I’ll never break up with you”

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

I can’t keep living like this in pain from that night. Those words he told me replaying in my head over and over and fucking over. I’ll never get myself to believe that he actually loves me. I love him so much but what’s the point of holding on if I’m going to feel like his love is fake? I obviously can’t talk about my problems anymore to him because that won’t help him in the long run and I just want what’s best for him. I’ll do anything for him and the next time he love bombs me again, I’ll accept it because I know he isn’t truly happy with me. If he really did want to be with me, he wouldn’t have said all those things to me. Yet he begs for me back and acts like nothing ever happened? How am I supposed to feel. I just wish I was better for him and I’m trying to be but I don’t see any difference and I don’t think there will ever be. The past night and day all I do is lay on my bed thinking if he came back out of pity or if he truly regrets leaving me. Balling my eyes out for hours on end. But I don’t want his pity. It’s obviously not going to make things better for us. I just want us to be okay.

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

Fake fake fake fake FUCKING FAKE

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

I don���t believe a word he’s saying

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

@addyistired @noroominthishel OHHHHHH probably Jerry that fuckass dog that stands on its hind legs when you flip it off🐶🐾🐾🐾🐶🐾🐶🐾🖤🧟‍♀️

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

I want you to love me

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

I’m fucking yearning for you

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

@addyistired @noroominthishel Who’s Jerry😱😱😱😱

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

My arms are searchin' for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

I’m insane
I’m attached
I’m obsessed
I’m worried
I can’t do this anymore
Get out of my life
This is all a lie
You meant those words
I fucking love you
I try to avoid
But I just can’t
I love you so much
Leave before things get worse
I’m too much

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

My eyes hurt
My heart hurt
My stomach hurt
Everything hurts

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

I cant go through that another time, I know he will leave me again

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

I can’t do this anymore why did my sweet boy have to go

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

Worrying about an “evil night” but you made it yourself

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

Missing you brushing my hair
Missing me kiss your face all over
Missing our kitty
Missing us listening to your favorite albums
Missing everything we had.

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

The last thing I have of you

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

I’ll do anything for them to last longer. I promise to cherish this

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

I’m ok without him I think I will genuinely become a better person

[Char 💗 @xAgeraXx]

Lies lies lies fucking LIES