Ocean

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[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

It should have been me instead of my dad

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

Calm sadness.

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

I deserve this.

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

Am I deteriorating? When will my life sufferings end?

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

I want to cry with my piano. It's been a long time ever since I touched the keys.

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

Why am I always feeling sick. I just want to feel okay

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

You're so fucking noisy. You don't even know how to use camera. Experimental film my ass, you fcking experimental kid. Bro's tryna be a wanna be music composer. You don't even know how to make music, Mr. fucking five. You better shut up you lil piece of shit.

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

Idk myself anymore.

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

I wish I never had this lore.

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

Not even the whole vocabulary can express what I want to say.

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

I just want rest.

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

I've been carrying these ever since I was in highschool. I guess it's time to let it all out once and for all.

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

I want to hug myself

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

Here at the faculty office, trying to hold my tears.

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

It's raining

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

This night is gonna be another battle field between me and myself.

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

When I start to play classical music, I know there's something wrong with me. It's like my soul being naked.

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

MY HEAD IS TOO NOISY. HECK, I CAN'T EVEN FIND MYSELF INSIDE THIS PILED UP VOICES.

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

BULLSHIT.

[Ocean @Xel_raiton]

JUST KILL ME ALRDY AND TURN ME INTO AN AI.