Xierin

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[Xierin @Xierin_]

@emotions_ix A shoulder to rest and hand that assure me that it will be okay.

[Xierin @Xierin_]

Heavy heart. How can i be honest with my feeling and share what inside my mind... when time and times again they smash it and let me know that what i feel is not important.

[Xierin @Xierin_]

Mentally exhausted. Maybe i'm not built for this

[Xierin @Xierin_]

Keep wanting to do better , yet dissapointed by my own slackness. I wonder am i a failure for not able to do a good job.

[Xierin @Xierin_]

Feeling so alone in this world.

[Xierin @Xierin_]

Sometimes i wish i could find a way to escape from reality if it only for a bit.

[Xierin @Xierin_]

I want to dissapear from this world.

[Xierin @Xierin_]

Feels empty

[Xierin @Xierin_]

Its hard. I want to scream out real hard to the point i might lose my voice for days. Nobody would understand. My heart feels like it is about to burst. I don't know how long i could handle this emotions. I lost myself.

[Xierin @Xierin_]

Maybe they don't need person like me. I think both of them could live just fine without me. They can just replace me w/ a perfect one. 😄

[Xierin @Xierin_]

Too many negative thoughts... one of them is a repetitive whisper. I could only pray so god help me to clear my head.

[Xierin @Xierin_]

Now i get why some girls had a thing for man in uniform 😂

[Xierin @Xierin_]

I'm torn between xavier or caleb.. damn

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[Xierin @Xierin_]

They told me the word " tired " should not came out of a mother world 😁 because somehow a mother should have never ending energy and able to do multiple things in a day. Especially if they are not bring in money to the household.

[Xierin @Xierin_]

It feels like i'm broke into pieces and i cannot explain why

[Xierin @Xierin_]

It kinda hurt when the dress you like can't fit you

[Xierin @Xierin_]

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[Xierin @Xierin_]

So used of concealing my true feeling. I might as well living as a robot with no emotion, one who live only to serve others till the day they die.