Emotionally immature people cannot tolerate differences within people. They push their own perspective and shame those who disagree. Part of maturing is understanding that (for many reasons) people won't always see things the way that you do.
Stop being so passive about what you want, who you are and how you communicate. The universe shows up for you at the level you do. Get clear, be direct, put in the work.
Listen to your body. If you feel tired, rest. If you feel drained, vibe alone. If you feel stuck, reflect back. Your body tells you everything. Pay attention.