Yesha

Mga saloobin ng isang weirdong pusa〜 na kumare nina Meredith Grey at Olivia Benson, at umiibig kay Benjamin Button. ❤

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

Aug. 3rd. it's been exactly a month since you left. yes, i'm keeping track. also, 111 days until our supposed anniversary. i still can't keep my head in it. the void is still there. and, i'm scared to move forward bec i'm scared of losing you completely. i still love you.

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

my heart stopped when i saw this car. i thought it was you, i thought you came back. for a second, i let myself believe you'd finally returned. then, i realized it was not your car.

it's strange how hope can still find its way back into my shattered heart.

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

I miss you already. I hope I am with you right now.

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

we both deserved better than this fucking pattern we're trapped in.

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

n,ik: "I WILL LET YOU GO!" was the hardest and most painful words i have ever uttered in my entire life. :)

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

wala ng mas ilulugmok pa. akala ko todo na, may mas itotodo pa pala. 🥲

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

i guess, there's no Spirit within me, that's why. emi

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

disguised as maturity and being considerate

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

unspoken words at this stage of the relationship. talaga ba?

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

sawa ka man sa kasungitan ko pero sawa man rin ako sa paghingi ng bare minimum. tiis-ganda pa lalo

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

pagod daw kaya umuwi na, at kaya hindi ako mapuntahan. pero nag-gym. health is wealth. aray ko

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

just be.

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

i never wanted to be right. it's not even about being right at all. it's about being understood. i hate myself so much.

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

napansin ko lang. my twitter is only for the broken me haha

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

no personality? really? at the end of the day ako na naman yung iintindi na she only said because she's mad. f

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

i'm done looking for the love that i know i deserve from you. i'll focus on me, not on the imaginary us and what we could've been. i have to stop feeling bad for myself.

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

you're not even trying to know anything about me anymore.

[Yesha @YeshNoMaybe]

why am i getting jealous by a simple exchange of messages?