Clair

depressed

[Clair @YesImClair]

Nobody knows Clair

[Clair @YesImClair]

To think that this was only 9 months ago.

[Clair @YesImClair]

Oh for how much I’d plea for a quick death instead.

[Clair @YesImClair]

The day I tried taking my life,

it was my birthday, nobody texted me that day, I lost all my friends, and I couldn’t afford the medication that I wanted.

All I had left was enough to buy a bottle of pills from the store,

I bought it and went to my empty home.

I cried.

[Clair @YesImClair]

I hope I never experience that again.

[Clair @YesImClair]

The day I tried taking my life,

it was my birthday, nobody texted me that day, I lost all my friends, and I couldn’t afford the medication that I wanted.

All I had left was enough to buy a bottle of pills from the store,

I bought it and went to my empty home.

I cried.

[Clair @YesImClair]

Eventually I fainted only to find myself on an ambulance,

And then I fainted again, had my stomach pumped, and ended up in a hospital bed.

[Clair @YesImClair]

I’m afraid when my mental illness takes me it’ll take them too and I don’t want that to happen

[Clair @YesImClair]

I genuinely don’t deserve someone who loves me

[Clair @YesImClair]

I genuinely don’t deserve someone who loves me

[Clair @YesImClair]

Being a tranny sucks

[Clair @YesImClair]

@Soppalot Idk

[Clair @YesImClair]

I love the sea,

sometimes I just wanna jump.

[Clair @YesImClair]

I wanna idolize suicide

[Clair @YesImClair]

The pain was so bad I threw up and later they found me and sent me to the hospital where I had my stomach washed out

[Clair @YesImClair]

Overdosing on pills and having my organs in tons of pain and nearly dying felt miserable.

[Clair @YesImClair]

What life felt like that led to my suicide when I turned 18 (attempt :c)

[Clair @YesImClair]

@Soppalot It’s an old photo,

But I really liked that place,

Looks really jumpable

[Clair @YesImClair]

I’m really sick in the head,

I don’t have the courage to say it but I fucking hate being a tranny.

I don’t like this identity.

I wish I was just a normal girl.

Fml