I get overwhelmed by kindness. May Allah reward every single person who has shown me kindness. May He be pleased with all kind people out there and reward them with abundant goodness in this life and the next.
Understanding that you truly have no control it’s the quickest way to understand there’s no real distinction from good vs bad. Everything is playing out good or bad the way it should . Be thankful.
If Allah allows you to keep making dua for something, it means He wants you to have it. Keep asking with certainty and remember He is Al-Wahab, Giver of all things.