Nobody made me be like this! ❤️I knew exactly the kind of depraved pathetic piggy i would become if i kept letting my masochistic urges win, and i walked down that road anyway! im a worthless loser because deep in my soul i KNOW that's what im supposed to be! this is my purpose!
I've been pinching and twisting my nipples so much recently that they're actually getting raw and bruised 😖
Wearing a rough shirt makes them hurt all day while they rub against the fabric! ❤️❤️❤️
@Crawmako@realyuriyearns Nah, we all know the pp is a separate spiritual entity! Doesn't YOURS talk to you at night and tell you ancient truths about existence???
"Couldn't you find that understanding through therapy instead?" Nope. I'm WAY too good at hiding my soul gremlins from my therapist and even myself. The inherent vulnerability of masochism and kink makes it SO much harder for those little fuckers to hide.
This! Masochism, for me, isn't about hating myself. It's about dragging all the little PARTS of me that hate myself into the light of day, and playing with them until I understand their shape. Most of those dark thoughts lose a lot of their power once I can see them that clearly!
When I'm at work I have to take breaks to stare at porn for a few minutes at least once an hour just to feel normal, and if I don't I just feel depressed! I'm sure that's fine and not evidence of a developing psychological problem at all ❤️❤️❤️
Hmmmm. When I locked up last night I did not check to make sure I knew where my keys were first lol
I'm sure that won't cause any kind of problem in the future! 🥰
I love chastity so much! My dumb stupid ADHD brain makes it hard for me to lock up after a break but its always worth it! It feels so RIGHT. It feels so safe and comfy. I love the tightness and the constriction and the way it turns my "penis" into a cute little pink clit!!! 🥰🥰
Tried again with a much smaller amount, much more slowly lol
Still feel a liiittttlee sick but avoided throwing up! I think with enough practice I can learn to take it like a good toilet 🥰
apparently i can totally handle drinking piss in a kinky way but only if im also prepared to violently puke in a kinky way lmaooo
its weird bc i love piss and can even handle licking up small amounts fine but i guess my tummy does NOT appreciate watersports as much as i do lol💔
apparently i can totally handle drinking piss in a kinky way but only if im also prepared to violently puke in a kinky way lmaooo
its weird bc i love piss and can even handle licking up small amounts fine but i guess my tummy does NOT appreciate watersports as much as i do lol💔
@Goon2Gooners right??? being forced to do it would be SUPER hot, it was so overwhelming in a way that would be super fun now that i know to expect it lol