I think I might be having an anxiety attack!
So let's go and dive hell to see if it can make me feel better. Might not be a long stream though.
https://t.co/AxcUbZAQqN
I'm just gonna say it, I don't think this is Subaru
I don't think it's been Subaru since his hairstyle changed the first time he woke up in that room with all his memories gone
This is why I think that content creation might not be for me. As someone who has spent a lot of my life in relative isolation, I've had a lot of time to... understand myself and why I am the way I am if that makes sense.
The truth is, almost all content creators have no idea what they actually believe. They haven't spent enough time thinking through the intricacies of that.
You shouldn't expect to take your ideas wholesale from any content creator, or any person for that matter.
Almost all of humanity, in my experience... finds an idea that they believe in and they work backwards from that to justify it: Rather than having the evidence drive them to the conclusion.
If you're gonna look to a content creator for such things... you need to look into the rationalization of how they've reached those conclusions—the explanation of why they believe what they do. If there is none... then take it with a grain of salt since you don't know where its roots lay.
Basically... you should think things through for yourself and not only rely on "famous people" for your beliefs.
Anyways... here's me following my own advice and eating my friend eggs with a grain of salt. Porcini mushroom salt to be precise. ^^
I woulda gone on longer, but this house only has one bathroom, which is also where the toilet is, and I was busting for a piss, so my options were continue stream and pee myself, or do other things to occupy myself until the bathroom became free. Which is only just did.
Just another one of those reasons I can't wait to gtfo of here.
Gonna be live again in a bit, gotta keep up with the credit and medal grinding, because I realised something. I've hit level 150 now, but that means there are only 2 things left to do:
1) Finish off the one remaining warbond
2) Clean out the super credit store of all the goodies therein
So this might be a longer stream, gonna start out muted (due to music), and then when the music stops, the mic goes on. Until then, we gonna grind grind grind as much as I can