[Under No Flag], •6
I want to grow up and grow old.
And… be around the people i love,
Who love me back.
If i die tomorrow,
Where will i go?!
That’s it?
I wish i hadn't told you grandfather,
That i wanted treatment.
At least i would have died suddenly
Like everyone else.
[Under No Flag], •5
I was so happy in those last few months,
Do you think that’s all i’ll get from life?,
Is that enough for me?,
No, no,
That’s not enough,
That’s not enough,
I want to live.
I want to be happy and even feel upset.
[Under No Flag], •4
Even houses get sad when they feel we're abandoning them.
Perhaps that was what happened.
Life was mad at me for wanting to abandon it.
But i swear i loved it.
[Under No Flag], •3
We shuldn't hold on to anything,
Isn’t that right!.
I actually tried to do that,
But i failed.
Because no one can live like this…
With no strings attached.
Without being attached to someone or the other way round.
[Under No Flag], •2
But i really wanted to die back then.
I prepared myself and bid my loved ones farewell to soon.
But i didn't die.
Why is it that only after they tells me,
“I love you”
It’s too late,
Why am i being punished?
Perhaps because i wasn't obedient?
[Under No Flag], •1
Don't be sad,
We already knew that,
I didn't want the treatment from the start,
But it's okay.
Perhaps god is punishing me for not wanting to believe that i could recover.
Because i wasn't hopeful.
And i said that i didn't mind dying.