Im currently with my grandma in the countryside while resting. Anxiety attacked me this morning, because Im having another of pain episode on my left abdomen and emergency is 26km away. 🫠
I was very tired. I went to another hospital yesterday and luckily I did, it gave me a peace of mind, i had to stop certain medication I received from my last one. I have to rest for now, my anxiety has calmed down a bit since I don't need surgery.
ISTG, I don't drink or smoke, not much into high in flavors, getting kidney stone I have not thought of having. Im sensitive to the summer heat which I get dehydrated easily. My stomach is sensitive so I have less pain tolerance so it hurts a lot when I get digestive issues.
I still dont feel well. :( I hate doctors who only care about money, sell you medicines which increase risks of organ failures, lets you guess about your illness, and just tell you to go straight for surgery.
@UFOkiyo Thank you Ukiyo! I really hope as well. I should be sorry. 😭 This was so sudden, I did not expect it to be this worse. Thank you for understanding!
@UFOkiyo Hi Ukiyo, Thank you so much! Im okay, but I still have the anxiety of feeling the pain over again. It still feels traumatizing to me. Im planning to have second option on Friday just to make sure.
I've been wanting to stream art and games on twitch but somehow i kept on getting disconnected. smh probably something have to do wIth my bottleneck GPU. ugh
@UFOkiyo I think the only difference was the owls are just like flying cats. They do have similar vibe. Im having cuteness aggression when it comes to both of them. 😭
@UFOkiyo Im a slow-paced artist, so I worry as well when Im taking a lot of time to do the commissions but I really need the time and to hoping that my clients won't worry that I will run away which makes me sad. Luckily , All the finished cms Ive done, I worked with awesome clients. 😭
@UFOkiyo I'd be happy with tears which I cant put into words because this is too wholesome, you're the every artist dream client. As an artist myself, I don't just draw for money, I also want to connect with the art or the lore of the characters, so this means a lot to me. 😭