@SinderVTuber Sinder, the only way you can even attempt to salvage this is by directly apologizing to the people you've hurt, and no they will not forgive you, but it will at least show you take SOME accountability. Some apologies come late, and some come when they don't matter anymore.
@NMScafe If possible perhaps motion sickness medication could help with the vertigo, though if not top down games like stardew valley or side platformers like mario are games that should be playable, drawing is still an option as always