saw someone say that #kaisagi ’s rivalry is incredibly unhealthy for both of them,, but isnt it the exact opposite? isnt it a rivalry that rejuvenated each of them and made them feel seen? yes, their personalities are a diff matter, but even so i feel its a duo
his "reconstruction" is about, and he can't form relationships if he is unsure of who he is.(cuz that would be unequal) I think that's part of the reason he's been shown pushing Ness away.
But at the end of the day, that's just my opinion.✌️Don't kill me. :<
I do believe Kaiser can't accept any of the goodwill that Ness is offering till he accepts that it was ok for him to have fun, even if he lost.
Resolving his feelings regarding that and Isagi in general is more crucial to his char than people think. Because it's not simply just-
humiliation born from loss, it's humiliation born from acting too human, in a way.
Also, he needs to decide what his identity is on his own terms. He can't have sbd else bestow that on him. Since he has shown a great commitment to living his life the way he wants. That's what-
When I'm with you, my shitty past which I've always hated feels strangely meaningful. I'm being affirmed...this is the first time I've ever felt this...
It's like the thoughts are ripped out of him, without his conscious consent. For a moment, the hatred disappears, and all he can do is bask in the afterglow and stand in awe-