My suspicion dissipated instantly and i felt a deep sorrow. Our flesh and spirit wounds will haunt us for many decades to come.
I just wish he did look at me so he can see that his presence does not threaten me at the slightest.
If you know me at all u wld know that I'm always hyper aware of my surroundings. A few months back I got on an elevator and then 2 men joined. Clocked the first man as a totters delivery guy (marked safe), then the other man went in at the very last second before the door closed
Then he cracked a joke that made me and the totters guy chuckle. I saw a glimpse of the tall man's face as he giggled at his own joke, and at that moment I understood. He had some disfiguration in his face that reminded me of the inguries of the survivors of the pager attacks.