deven

i want to be great or nothing 🪶
• lesbian • edtwt (pro-recovery) • 18 •

[FRiMES @frimesss]

hoke acordei o suco da marina

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@cupidscalories rn im trying to fool myself into thinking im one of those girls who are naturally super skinny and who struggle to gain weight to see if i lose more that way

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WAIT OH MY GOD if it turns out that i have to grocery shop for myself this month i can buy konjac jelly and not feel like im spending money i don’t need to ‼️ i am a genius

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@strawberrycidio slender 💔💔

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gym scale said im 112 point something ??? that cannot be right

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no joke this tastes really good right now

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sucking on a piece of frozen grilled chicken until its thawed enough to bite through it instead of heating it up

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@seaofd0ubts IM GIGGLING i love ddlc so much

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@cecilyskeen im a lesbian who often has intrusive thoughts about men and it’s something i haven’t told people bc im afraid they’ll just call me straight and not understand :’( ocd sucks im sorry girl

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recoverytwt how do i grocery shop for myself in a way that’s healthy but that also doesn’t make me want to die bc i feel like im buying too much stuff

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ive had 500 cals today and its all sugar bc that’s literally all ive had access to so i better be able to walk to the grocery store in the morning without passing out or im screwed

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i also forgot my stupid scale at home ourghhh it’s over

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im at my college to work their summer program and im slowly realizing that i don’t think they have dining until the students get here three days from now. im abt to get so unintentionally skinny from vending machine food

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this actually lowkey isn’t funny bc i hate hate hate spending money so i probably won’t buy a lot of groceries at all and i might actually lose a lot of weight quickly im a little nervous

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ive been realizing i most definitely have ocd by the way LMAOOO im losing my shit lately i would like to be medicated pls

[Lumi ‎꩜ @Lumixicals]

Me updating edtwt on everything like anyone actually gives a fuck

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@mattysnowpuff i had like 9 drinks and then remembered calories im ending it

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@lacy_ribs it’s okay it’s bc he’s flat like a piece of paper

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im trying to do more running but im not used to the incline of all the hills in my neighborhood and my ass HURTS OWWWWW

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@persimmongirl1 wait this is killing me