I wanna stop talking to everyone I love but far away from me.i am tired of missing them like crazy after every single calls or texts. I am tired. They care for me so fking much and it sucks I can't be physically there with em when I want to.
Religion is never a problem. it's the selfish people who misuse the faith people have on religion for power, influence and money. The bright ones are tired of fighting and the shallow ones are never tired of following. It's a vicious cycle.
But it was a very slow process and I need to still work on it... And to everyone reading this,do not ever take anyones pain for granted,listen to them,talk to them,connect with them. Or if you're going through it by yourself, you're not alone and you have to get through
When mental health becomes a subject of joke,as entertaining it can be,it can also be very dangerous because we creating perceptions that mental health is not taken seriously. Therefore,people who are struggling with mental health have no room to share their pain.
I had major conflict with myself about it besides the existing cause of my mental instability.I felt the worst. As I talk it out with the right people, they helped me for me to pick myself up. It was hurting when the person close to your hurt takes you for granted.
But it is very crucial to talk about your emotions and thoughts to actually find the answers to your questions.. Sometimes when you hear your thoughts,you start thinking and get answers so that's why getting the right people to talk about yourself is like a treasure hunt.
It's not easy to explain about your thoughts and emotions as it is abstract and subjective but if I am talking about it to you,even if you don't know how to help me,listening to me is the most you could do.
So this is why I have problem about opening up about myself to anyone. I feel it's safer if people get to see my hyped, bright, happy side (eventho I fake it sometimes) just to avoid being judged.