rahrohreh

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We spent 7h together (a whole shift)
We are seeing each other again in 4 days
But idk why I still feel empty

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#date

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His daughter is too cool too we are seeing each other today

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Just met a french guy at the water park and damn I got a lot of flashbacks about that girl

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He was so nice he asked me for my phone number and made sure I got him safe

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Imagine dreaming about a girl that never loved you and you moved on from her

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I love him so much

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I love drinking so much

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Dying on your birthday is pretty good tho

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The shi I have been doing to avoid killing myself

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At least I am still alive

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@tummyhurter Happy birthday

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@eltoowavy Get with her ex

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My accomplishments in Sept and AUGUST:
1)my cat and her kittens died
2)she left me
3)my mom knew about my past and now she hates me
4)I failed my classes and gotta retake the year
5)I am diagnosed with #schizophrenia
6)my major depression is getting worse
7)my bday month

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Even my mom hates me now🤣🤣

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I don't understand why people are so rude with people that have mental disorders

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I imagined going to a therapist and got diagnosed
GUESS WHAT???? I WAS HALLUCINATING THERE TOO AND I DIDNT FIGURE OUT AHAHAHAHAHA

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#schizophrenia is so bad it can't make you sleep because of the voices and hallucinations

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And when you sleep you start dreaming of a lot of different things that sound so real

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I am even hallucinating about my ex lmao????

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And those fucking whispers never shut up

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Like
Why is my dead grandpa talking to me
Why is my dead dog playing I'm front of me
When I start filming them to prove it to my friends I see nothing in the camera