Everyday I get closer and closer, but only very slightly, to completely giving in, and right now it feels okay because I’m not quite there yet, but it’s like waiting for a train that you know will have to come eventually, no matter how delayed it is
I want to travel somewhere extremely far away knowing that I will have to return eventually, but I will keep doing this until one day, I travel far away, and I don’t come back
It’s possible to stay awake forever, you just have to constantly reach the point of exhaustion but pass the threshold into lucid awakening by forcing your eyes open